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Its good walk look back through life and at the freinds u were once closed to... BUT NOT WHEN U HAVE 30hrs TO YOUR FIRST EXAM!! Can't be helped though. Done my studying with my close friends, then I have been trying to get some sleep since 3hrs ago, but no... my body refuses to go to sleep. What is worse is that I start thinking about Minyi. Yes. Somebody who I've not thought of for ages. Is she still my girlfriend? Anyway, was thinking how bad I was to her, so I decided to check whether she mentioned and unhappy things onine. So well, I ended up in friendster. Worse still, ended up reminiscing the old times. Saw the gigantice testimonial I wrote for her, felt my heart skipped a beat and tears nearly roll from my eyes. How I wished things remained the same. But, everything is changing. Can't help it.
As I walked down memory lane, I visited the sites of all my Jc friends, secondary friends, Minyi's friends, Band, primary school friends... Now I know why we keep photo albums. Memories are really nice to keep. Both the good ones and the bad ones. Life is really not always about looking into the future u know? Sometimes its nice to keep tabs with old friends, check out how your ex-buddies are doing, enjoy the present company and stuff. Hmm... getting emotional here.
Anyway, saw how my cousin is no more the boy I always thought he was. Man... he's 18, quite handsome and way taller than me already. Juniors in band I've always thought were cute and innocent are now fully grown adults. Some of them looking really good, even like celebrities. Looked back at some of my old friends, and so like me, they've grown. New bad habits like smoking, clubbing. Some moved overseas, some are hot, some are already working. It was after this long reflection that I once again realised that I'm already 21. A full-fledged adult. From now on, we only age. Am I gonna let my last burst of youth fly past me by just studying in university? I always tease my close friend who likes using the phrase "forever 20" though she has clearly turned 21, but don't I also want time to stop. The answer is so clear. Yeh...
I must really grow up and feel 21 before I proceed to my 22nd birthday. I really want to meet my old aquaintances to see how they've really grown. Its nice to see them once again. But for now, back to my evil looking books. Stupid books, stop mocking me... grrr...
Slack.
As I walked down memory lane, I visited the sites of all my Jc friends, secondary friends, Minyi's friends, Band, primary school friends... Now I know why we keep photo albums. Memories are really nice to keep. Both the good ones and the bad ones. Life is really not always about looking into the future u know? Sometimes its nice to keep tabs with old friends, check out how your ex-buddies are doing, enjoy the present company and stuff. Hmm... getting emotional here.
Anyway, saw how my cousin is no more the boy I always thought he was. Man... he's 18, quite handsome and way taller than me already. Juniors in band I've always thought were cute and innocent are now fully grown adults. Some of them looking really good, even like celebrities. Looked back at some of my old friends, and so like me, they've grown. New bad habits like smoking, clubbing. Some moved overseas, some are hot, some are already working. It was after this long reflection that I once again realised that I'm already 21. A full-fledged adult. From now on, we only age. Am I gonna let my last burst of youth fly past me by just studying in university? I always tease my close friend who likes using the phrase "forever 20" though she has clearly turned 21, but don't I also want time to stop. The answer is so clear. Yeh...
I must really grow up and feel 21 before I proceed to my 22nd birthday. I really want to meet my old aquaintances to see how they've really grown. Its nice to see them once again. But for now, back to my evil looking books. Stupid books, stop mocking me... grrr...
Slack.
posted by Hansen at 4:44 AM
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