A month has passed me by... lonely

A month has passed and I've not written. Too many things to say but always had a friend to hear. Now, however, I feel lonely once again. Once again, I shall have to lend a listening ear. I've been back for nearly a month now. 12 Aug 2005. At first she was there to listen to me. She was the one always scolding me for not sending her an email everyday. With every email I send her, goes my complaints and feelings for the day. This time round, I've not heard from her for 5 days and counting...

Not that there's much to say anymore as I'm so obsessed in my own world of anime, studies, work and learning Jap, but I wish she could reply me. It feels like I don't matter anymore. Not in the block, not amongst my friends, perhaps not amongst my closest friends and not to mention her. Sometimes I think its just the thing for me. Get my studies straighten out, do my Jap, clear my anime backlog. Nevertheless, sometimes, I feel lonely, really really lonely.

Slack.