Meeting up

Met up with old classmates last night. We're all getting on fine in life. We have MAS scholars, nottingham law students, professional dancers, etc... I think its wonderful that we're all growing up and adults already. In fact one of the topics they brought up was that in a few years time within this decade, someone would get married and someone would have kids. Nevertheless, it feel so far-fetched to me. Perhaps I'm still immatured. We were contemplating the notion of gathering together in future with SPOUSEs?? Oh man.

Anyway, we're definitely aging and life seems to fly by. That is why I must not give up in my search for my better half be it my current girlfriend or not! Have fun!

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IBG

Hmm... Its becoming boring now. It used to bother me when we win or not, now its totally not interesting liao. Anyway, the girls just lost their match. They were trashed. Interesting.

ACERS rolling and rolling

I'm proud to be an ACER. We're beginning to bond well. Our level is starting to liven up despite the abundance of foreign scholars. They actually stop by my room to talk to me now. Our sports are doing well and the supporters are definitely not lacking in voice. Yup, we got 2nd for Touch Rugby, 1st for soccer and 3rd for track. Last but not least we clinched another 2nd from volleyball. The girls took pole position for once yesterday doing volleyball. Amazing.

I sincerely hope that she'll join more of our hall activites and events. She went wakeboarding with her friends and the NUS club whilst we're fighting for pole positions for volleyball. That's not really nice. I'm still figuring her out. I wonder if she would play a more pro-active role soon. I think she doesn't really like the hall activities though. Ganbatte.

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Pageant pageant

Played touch rugby today as one of the starting line-ups for once. Simply amazing. Our team played really well, and we were soon playing with synergy and cohesiveness. I think we should have gotten gold though.

Went down to Zouk to support her. I think she's simply amazing. Coping with her heavy Med School studies and pageant. I know she does not like the event. Can tell that she's not as on as the rest, and she was simply going through the motion. At least, she look great and had lots of confidence. In fact, I think she's the most conservative of the lot. A born beauty.

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Block committee

I hope that I'll be able to get my position in the block committee. It would be nice working in a committee consisting of your own block people yeh? I think it would nice to stay in the same block and get together to do things. The relationship should be better than any of the other coms. So this is a must join!

If only she was interested in block com as well then we could work together & I can get to know her better too. Yup.

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Rain rain

I like it when it rains in the night. U do not get the gloomy feeling while enjoying the advantages of having a nice cool weather to sleep in. Nevertheless, it had to destroy the wonderful touch rugby training which we got moving. Kudos to all the girls who dared to try the sport!

I saw her with another guy. This time the guy quite shuai. I also saw the Indonesian girl up close. She must be rich man, offering to pay for Janet's clubbing ticket. Hehe... both of them look good, but tired. I will support them this Sat... but someone, someone pls accompany me!

TOUCHed

I managed to get some girls down for touch rugby training. Finally, phew... for a moment i thought that no-one was going to play... The training went well with Jin Huang and Don helping out with the girls and Kenny and Joey helping out with the guys. I think the training session went well and the girls look like they enjoyed it. I hope that more would appear for today's training, then we can proceed to moves beyond the basics.

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More Fireworks

Went down to Esplanade with Minyi. I enjoyed the view. It was seriously spectectular. The deafening explosion and fabulous display of visual effects was simply stunning. However, how come I didn't enjoy it as much. Why?

Missed out on 3 entries thus far, coz my computers have been giving me problems. So, actually fireworks were the day before, yesterday was block initiation where we had lotz of fun playing with water. What was more important is that we can use the kitchen and lounge now!! But she didn't come, I wonder why? Her friends came, 2 girls from VJ ODAC. Sharon and another unknown. Sigh!

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I love apples

NICE!!! My apple was configured for internet surfing in 5s compared to the 1/2hr required to configure the PC. I'm really glad I boughta MAC. However, the mac is really complicated, I muz figure it out during the weekends.

She was standing there, I didn't approach, a guy came, I still didn't approach. Why?

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Hall, faculty or friends

This is a time where you have so many group of friends that there's a need to prioritise. There's just so many things to do. Sports, studies, hall activities, school activities, family, going out... There are too many things to do, and too many pple to do with. There's just not enough time!

She priorites too. Sadly, its faculty then hall. I can't really blame her since everytime she attends hall activities, its usually the sucky ones. Sigh! Nevertheless, I'll not give up home, and slowly but sure pray that she changes. Yeh!

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IBG

Exercising everyday now. I swam today, ran yesterday... man, I think I'm getting too healthy.

Didn't get to see her today, she had Science pageant, sigh!

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The Most Hong Freshie

Lecture started today, it was really crappy and pple were juz not listening. Wish I had skipped it. Anyway, we had our formal dinner followed by our selection of team captains for IBG. I ended up being TOUCH RUGBY GIRL's TEAM CAPT??? Anyway, it would be interesting and I'm looking forward to it.

I went to help her fix her com, and had the chance to chat with her. She's really a nice person, however the seniors had to come and spoil it all by making lots of noise... sigh! Well, now its like spreading like wildfire thru the forums and MSN. Can't help it, but I feel bad for her. Sigh!

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Fireworks

I used to like National Day. It was a holiday, there was fireworks and you could enjoy this festive occassion with your good friend, girlfriend. This year, its different, I don't wanna see the fireworks... wonder why?

Anyway, on a lighter note, I watched The Notebook today. At first I thought it was another crappy British Film, turns out that it was an interesting American Love story. America Rox! Sweet and perfect ending! Btw, it was about 2 young pple who were deeply in love during their summer vacations and were seperated by the girl's parents as they were from different backgrounds, but it was so touching how they still pursued their happiness... Nice.

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JAPANESE

Hey, I love the culture, love the language, love their animes and comics. Its natural that I'll try to learn the jap language. However, I'm really lousy in languages. Is heaven making fun of me?? I'm really taking very long to learn Japanese, but I'll make it one day, although it might suck like my Chinese does.

It reminds me of the question I like asking myself: Would u rather be with a person you love or a person who loves u? Like above, I love languages and the Arts but i suck at it. I hate Physics and Maths, but I can do them easily. Its the same with girls i guess...

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Rag & Flag day

We had a pathetic 3 hrs of sleep today becuase of RAG day, an annual float event for the whole school. I think that the feelings for Sheare's Hall is pathetic and hopeless. All the guys are either at faculty rag or slacking away. I seriously don't feel the urge to help out man. Besides, she's not there too.

Okie, I won't be surprised that we didn't win coz I thought the design was too messy to be appreciated, but it's not as if I could do any better. Sigh.
If only...

I had learned drawing.
I had learn the drums in band.
I had...

So many If Onlys. Back to the point, I feel that the SWOCs could have done a better job. Formerly in Band, we were also transiting from the military style to the more musically-inclined. As such alot of traditions like making juniors do push-ups and PT was slowly phased out. At that time, we argued that it was going against tradition. Good tradition that would help foster good relationship amongst the squads and instill discipline. Sadly, I was one of the stronger advocates. Nevertheless, my teacher in charge was persistent and carried on to change the band. Me and my committee was deeply disappointed then, and we grumbled that the juniors were just becoming soft and disappointin. Soon after, we did not even return as alumni tutors anymore. Never did I realised then that 'something is tradition' should never be used as an excuse to push something unnecessary. My teacher in charge was right, we have to learn to change with time. There's no point living in the past.

The things that the SWOCs did were totally unacceptable. They might have their reasons nonetheless but, times have changed and people are different. I mean, even the Army is changing to inculcate Learning Organisation into the system. They must learn that building and fostering relationship and sense of belonging is different from the past. Methods that worked then and are now carried out as 'tradition' should be altered to cater the new generation. I believe, that would then enable the hall to create a new culture of belonging and have enormous support for the Rag team. That would bring about the talents that are so required to thrash those *peep* Eusoff guys.

Anyway, I got to see her again and talk to her. My impression of her still remains good. I wanna know her better. Sadly though, she doesn't replies my SMSes, which strangely causes the sense of sadness. Do I still love my gf like I always say I do? I'm unsure. Help.

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MY FIRST POST!!!!!

Hey hey, its the first time I'm doing this. Well, I figured that I needed a place to vent my thoughts as they were festering inside me screaming to be released to somebody, someone... but who will that be? well... YOU! hehe...

Was feeling really down yesterday when I started this blog. I was suppose to help out in RAG, an annual float-building event when halls and faculties in my school would compete to clinch the top position... sigh! So cliche. I was just getting bored with it. What made it worse was I just felt super lonely. Strangely, I missed someone...

Anyway, feeling alot better today. I woke up early for breakfast... hehe, can't believe it myself. Should not have ate, the food gave me a bad tummy ache, but well...

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