Turning for the worse

Man, i can't even get a proper date man. Or at least it was a date to start with. Then after last night, she has claimed that she was too tired to go out tonight. I can't deny that it was tiring, considering that I knocked out before my lecture today, but if she was interested in going out, she could rest before the show right? Besides, the show won't end too late. Aiya, this feeling sucks. I'm telling you, I'll stick to my singlehood. Fuck relationships... Now I can't even concentrate on my studies. SUCKS!

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I wonder

Sometimes I wonder if its worth it. I got myself out of one relationship and now I'm gettting myself involved in something I shouldn't have. I mean, I dun really understand why must she ignore me during the whole Mambo nite just like Selene did. I hate it. I'm sure she could tell. Anyway, I did have a nice time dancing with Ariel. She had a great smile with nice cute braces. Haha, fetish appearing there, but anyway, she did make me worry less about Dong and thus making the night a memorable one.

After that we had supper. I totally ignored her. I mean, I just didn't feel like talking to her anymore. Geez, it hurts. Anyways, we'll still be friends and I think that's all I'm willing to go. Pity.

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A brand new leaf

Plagarism case has came to a conclusion with Max getting 7/10 and me 3.5/10. However, I think they might have reduced mine to 0. Nevertheless, I heave a sigh of relief as I do not feel as much guilt as before. No more heavy hearts and disturbed sleep. Can\'t tell u how much I suffered each time I onder on the consequence. Lesson learnt.

With all my flopped mid term tests, its time torealise my resolutions and work hard. Yup. Anyway, Dong asked me to breakfast then lunch, and then run. So I practically spent the whole day with her. Well, more to come tomorrow, since she asked me to attend Econs lecture with her, and maybe study with her after my class. Hmmm, but I still don't know where this is going. *Lost*... Well, while its happy times, I should just sit back and enjoy right, anyway, I don't have much time to bother about it. Leaving for USA in 1 mths time! Woohoo... hmmm, no need to make visa meh? dum dee dum... I hope Speedwing didn't forget to inform me to go for the interview.

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Good or bad day?

Today started off bad, with me screwing up 1 game in mahjong. Luckily I didn't have to pay everybody. Anyway, it went on to suck when I found out that I failed my genes and society which I thought I did well in. And then I sucked further with my Econs and all Maths. Then came the brutal email that Max will get 0 for my plagarism. Shit.

Only salvation of the day was that I got to have dinner with her at Pasir Panjang hawker centre. Not bad, it had the hawker food that u'll expect to find at supper places. So we shared a BBQ fish and had chicken wing and she had her carrot cake. Well, was damn full considering I had chicken rice before that, though I didn't tell her that. Anyway, I decided to walk back to aid digestion, and she happily agreed... her hobby is walking anyways... So we walked the whole way back. Nice and romantic... I wish... well, at least it was a nice walk and chat.

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Plagarism

Oh gawd, how am I to face the guy who iI copied from. I just called him to apologise, and he was all nice about it, but I'm stillquite disappointed with myself. What was I thinking when I desperately copied his idea?! I mean, on hind sight, I'd rather had not submit. In the end the half program which I adapted from him didn't work anyway... Sigh. This feeling totally sux. I swear i'll never copy again. I think judging by my results of my mid-terms, its is a fair reflection of how much Iwork I've put in so far. Time to buck up Hansen.

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Plagarism

Oh gawd, how am I to face the guy who iI copied from. I just called him to apologise, and he was all nice about it, but I'm stillquite disappointed with myself. What was I thinking when I desperately copied his idea?! I mean, on hind sight, I'd rather had not submit. In the end the half program which I adapted from him didn't work anyway... Sigh. This feeling totally sux. I swear i'll never copy again. I think judging by my results of my mid-terms, its is a fair reflection of how much Iwork I've put in so far. Time to buck up Hansen.

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Plagarism

Oh gawd, how am I to face the guy who iI copied from. I just called him to apologise, and he was all nice about it, but I'm stillquite disappointed with myself. What was I thinking when I desperately copied his idea?! I mean, on hind sight, I'd rather had not submit. In the end the half program which I adapted from him didn't work anyway... Sigh. This feeling totally sux. I swear i'll never copy again. I think judging by my results of my mid-terms, its is a fair reflection of how much Iwork I've put in so far. Time to buck up Hansen.

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Selene

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Oh man, she simply looks gorgeous.

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Mixed feelings part II

Started off as a good day. Dong was at my door to get me to breakfast, then she went for tutorial, reminding me that we were to meet for lunch. Then, later I could not make it coz I had to rush for lab and she ended class late. Anyway, she invited me to join her at the Science library to study. Nevertheless, I don't think she meant anything when she asked me to go study. But, I think I'm starting to have feelings for her. As I was tossing around in my bed last night, I pondered on the question on whether I've had enough of singlehood and was it time to settle down oncve again. Maybe she was right, I'm not the type that should drift around.

What started of as a good day is starting to look bad. First I've got a left-over lab report which needs to be completed, CTW essay to write and a shocking email. They caught me for plagarising. Oh no... I hope thye don't throw me out of school. Argh...

Anyway, I'm going jogging with her later. I wonder if I'll feel better after that.

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Mixed feelings

Dinner and dance has ended. The 6 months journey has came to an end. The end was pretty okie but there were quite a couple of cock-ups. Started off 1hour late coz some stupid bus did not come to fetch the Shearites. Man, I thought I had it covered when I had 2 buses and kept ensuring that I was getting my buses. But no... well anyway, it was my fault for putting up the poster telling everyone there were 2 buses. Then the pageants were not told to come up, so there was another big mistake there. All in all, it was fantastic in the end. Hall people what, all know each other so well liao.

Glad that it's all ended and I can focus on my studies, but I do miss those times when I worked so closely with my cell, and grumbled about the amount of work we had. So it feel great to have it ended, but it coms with a tinge of forlorn.

Went out to catch a movie with dong. An impromptu thing coz I woke up and felt bored, and lonely. Wanted some company, and she happened to be free. Well, we watched hitch. Well, as all romantic comedies go, it make your heart all loveey dovey. Well, Dong was sitting next to me and I can't deny that I actually felt something there. Maybe I'm just afraid to admit that I like her. Well, only time will tell, but I'm leaving for US after the exams, it might be too late when I return. Dilema. To act or not to act.

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Am i mad?

Was at HOn Sui Sen library today. I was topping up my cashcard, and guess what? I found the answer to all my cashflow problem. A lost wallet lay there waiting for me to claim its contents. But what did I do? I returned it to the counter together with the $60 it contained and EX link card... a PRC's wallet. Those high and almighty PRC blokes who look down on us?! Why?? Hansen... there's no such thing as good karma... kindness doesn't pay. Man..

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Buggeration

Man, i've got 3 tests coming up, lotsa committee events. I mean alot, really alot! And I'm bogged down by some stupid incident. Why? She said she wanted to study alone. So, I said okie, turns out... she went to study with another guy at Biz. Give me a break. Why??? I really can't tolerate it anymore. I've to let it out.

Sucks.

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