Unlucky day

I believe in fate, karma and luck. Today happens to be my damn unlucky day. Could you believe that I woke up late for my computing lab? I already knew that this might happen last night. Setting my alarm wasn't good enough. Worse still, I had a bad feeling about going home today. I guess my premonition was right. It would be a costly journey. They all say that its good enough that I escaped unscathed, but argh... that's 500 bucks there of repairs, which I could have better spent on my hi-fi system or travelling. WHY?! U know what could be worse? If Gwen was on the bike. Man...

Sigh, I hope that tomorrow would be a better day.

Slack.

Mambo nite

I had a test the next day but wat the heck. So sick of studying i needed to let my hair down and party! I couldn't believe that I did it too. However, I would soon regret this decision. Firstly, it was a hefty fine on my wallet. It definitely felt lighter after I paid for midnight cab fare and entrance charges. And then, I could not realy let everything go and party coz I still felt responsible for the upcoming Physics test.

Last but not least was her awfully cold attitude. I think she was awfully pissed coz she was talking in another tone which I totally have not heard before. It was hurting. When she spoke to me, it was with nonhalance and if I'm not wrong spite. Why? What wrong did I do her? It reminded me of the incident at the restaurant. She was deliberately ignoring me and giving me one-liners like I was a bother to her. To make things worse, she actually mumbled out the word Himbo when cock up during the number game. She wasn't like this before. She doesn't smile anymore, at least not to me. But she smiles to Don? hmm... the plot thickens. I'm not so sure about this but, she might be starting to hate me. How? I have a feeling that I'm irritating her.

Slack.

Dim sum buffet

I just had a nice filling meal... whoa! They were all saying that I must've enjoyed my meal with Veron, Summer, Delphia and Selene, but I seriously feel the opposite. It would suffice to have a meal with her alone. Why would so many other girls matter when u can't get the one u want to listen to u. Anyway, the meal was awesome, and we stuffed ourselves. As usual, we finished off the remaining food with zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3. Hehe, it was a good way to dump the leftovers.

I'm studying hard now. However, I can't seem to concentrate. Its the old habit again.

Slack.

When I love u no more...

How would you know that you love someone no more? Is there a clear sign telling you that the spark has died down? I had a long, long talk with Gwen about her relationship, or rather the shatter of her relationship. It made me think about mine and how shattered and distraught she would be if I ever leave her. The signs ar showing. I don't feel like going out with her anymore, I will not specially didctate tim for her, we have nothing much to say to each other. I see a similarity.

Anyway, had a heart to heart chat, and I found out how much I was missing out in secondary school and probably in JC too... hehe, probably I was tooaloof and didn't bother much. I then realised how distant I was from some of those class people whom I thought I was close to.

I realise that I was totally not eady for another relationship if mine was to fall apart. I also just realise that the crush and fetish I had for her was simply just a need to find a new girl and see if I still had it. Actually, I just wanted her to be my good friend. Well, we'll see how things goes, hope she doesn't ignore me soon...

Slack.

Buaya week ending

Its ending soon, and i'm sorta thankful for that. haven't been sleeping much since I've been busy with block com stuff and buaya stuff... I hope I can go back to my tutorials soon. I must say that Delphia really cute. They were all making fun of her height. Haha. I didn't really take part in the suan-ing but it was really fun watching them go about it. Another thing that happened was that I actually had a lip of tongue not once, not twice but three times. Man, I realy suck at keeping these wierd secrets. I'd rather have more openess... well..

Slack

Programming

I finished my first few programs today. So cool! I actually did something which I used to have a phobia of. I love myself. Programming wasn't so hard afterall. Now i'm worried about my forte, Maths... Anyway, I couldn't sleep last night after thinking so hard for my tutorials. This morning, my clasmate still ask me if I want to minor in business... WAH!

Oh, and I woke up yesterday and today early to make milo for my buayee. I hope she likes it, otherwise, everything will be wasted. I am really not interested in Buaya week, I think I'll just concentrate on cooking. Can't imagine myself writing poems. Brr...

I think she's not interested in talking to me at all man. Tried yesterday again, but it seems alot wierder now. Its like... there was nothing to say. Sigh!

Buaya amigo

The day started like shit with a stupid lecture by our favourite EE lecturer and his South Indian lecture. i'm beginning to feel worried for my uni results. It went on to suck coz I had lab till 5. But things were looking brighter with lab being only a 2hr session. But, there was the block comm supper preperation. Sigh! Haha, but I think block comm rocks. The people inside it is brilliant. We had a wonderful time cooking with Joey entertaining us with his lame jokes... hehe...

Then came the supper itself. I thought it sucked at first. There was practically no-one there. Then, the guys started streaming in, and so did the girls. Soon, the roof-top was brimming with life. Wow! It was cool having all the nice food and wonderful company. We took 1 very nice pic with my camera. Cool! Even Selene came. I got a good pick as my buayee but I'm getting worried about what to do for her.

We watched a crappy show, 'Harold and Kumar' in Jermaine's room. Something cool happened. We were squeezing on Jerm's bed and then suddenly after some shuffling, Siew Wen was like in my arms? Her head was right under mine, and she was leaning against me. It felt so weird... but nice. Well, anyway, the show ended and we all returned to our rooms.

Time to sleep!

Slack!

Aeria Gloris

I have not written for a long time. I've been busy with IBG and tutorials. Sigh. Anyway, IBG have just ended and we're now embarking on another project: Buaya Week. We're gonna purchase the food required to prepare the supper. I hope we enjoy ourselves.

I just finished my anime series "Ghost in the Shell". As usual, I'm still in the midst of euphoria from the exciting last few episodes. They always make you crave for more. The themes are also very thought-provoking of what life when the line between man and robots becomes very fine.

Its been a long time since I actually sms-ed her or talked to her. Anyway, I just sms-ed her and still waiting for her reply. Maybe I should ask her out once everything settles down and I have the money. Hee! Speaking of which, I need to find a job. Sigh.