Another girl, another time

Whoa, drove a lorry for the first time in my life. There's always a first time eh? I had to drive it coz my friend could not find someone else to return the lorry for him. Well, I must say its an experience, considering that its big, and I had a chiobu beside me? haha... Well, I realise that driving all vehicles are the same, u just have to be alert.
Anyway, back to the topic, had a nice chat with the young lady next to me, and I found out something horrnedous. I think I know why Charmaine has been giving me the cold shoulders. I think I'll have to be careful with what she says from now onwards, yeet again, its not confirmed. I seriously hope its not true.

Another thing to note, the young lady also mentioned how this guy was not well-like amongst year 1s, but he treats her very nicely, so I told her that maybe he has other intentions... then she said something worrying. "I think he is just being nice to girls in general, just like you..." hmmm... worrying sign. I really must watch my actions. Although, I must say, this girl has done something to help me ease off the doctor. ponder...

Slack.

Giving up

Not that I've started, but I feel like giving up. Is that why there are so many singles around, or I've not met my girl of Serendipity? Its a question I keep asking myself. Maybe I should put more effort? Nah, I'm too tired already, 5 years into a relationship, now to go for another one, considering that I succeed is seriously too intimidating for me. So as of this week, I shall be determined to not feel the rush of adrenaline and be overwhelmed by her.

Unknown to me, temptation was lurking around the corner. This morning, my first test came in the form a bike ride. I woke up late for tutorial and clumsily stumbled into my communal hall to take-away my breakfast. It was already 0759. Obviously I'll be late for my tutorial again. However, on my way out of the cummunal hall, devil's temptation strode in for her take-away too. After an apprehensive hello and a wave, I was nearly out of the door when it struck me that. Oh no, she'll be late for her class too... If u know what I mean, Med fac is way further than Engineering blocks from Sheares hall. If I don't offer a lift, she'll be awfully late. I stood there contemplating offering a lift. I glanced over and found her standing at the counter with her take-away, she glanced back, her eyes almost pitiful (at least I hope so...). Well, I moved to offer, then i stopped. What if she rejects my offer... again... I'll never be able to concentrate for my tutorial, but I can't leave the pitiful girl there and a chance of giving her a lift where we'll strike up a nice conversation on the bike which would lead to a lunch and eventually a date and maybe, maybe she would be my girlfriend... brrr.... forget, I turned and walked off with an air of confidence. I'm a changed man.

Hansen 1, temptress 0...

Slack.

Again!!!

I think she's good, she can make my life topsy-turvy. She can make me write 2 entries a day after a 3 mths drought. Gosh... is she powerful or what. Well, she rejected me twice today. She refused to go to lunch with me, quoting a busy schedule, then she refused to accompany me for a run. It makes me think about how heart-wrenching relationship problems are. YES, I've not had these feeling for ages already, and thought that it would be a novelty after watching all too many drama serials, animes and stories from friends. Never would I expect that it would not be a nice feeling. Well, if you can't tell, I'm kinda down and out now. Sigh...

Slack!

Way to long

Its been awhile since i blogged. Haha, but its understandable as not much have been happening that can excite my mind to write iin this blog. Just the normal hectic schedule. Anyway, something just triggered me to write an entry. Yes, its about her again! Haha... yeh, is been awhile... its been way to long. She packeted dinner so she walked past my room on the way up to her room. I was happily typing on my computer and guess what, someone called me from outside my room. Its rare enough that some girl would pass by my room and notice my existence. What really shocked me was WHO was standing right at my doorsteps. She was there, dressed in her running attire, a styrofoam box in one hand and a smile on her face. Gawd, I could have fainted immediately. The epitome of beauty was standing at my doorsteps. Sirens were screaming in my head. I fumbled to reciprocate her friendly "hello" before my nose starts bleeding. Actually, all she wanted to ask was if I was going to support team Sheares, well... I was stumped trying to find an intelligent answer to that seemingly simple question. Ended up saying "should be lor..." Geez, what an uncool answer, I've really gotta work on my cool phrases... well, that's all there is.

Slack!